I seldom really blog don't I?

Not that I do not wish to blog but my hubby just don't like me to do so. Controlling right?
I still do blog in a secret blog and vent my anger, disappointment there. More of an online diary I would call it.

Ok. So reading back my blog those who don't know me will think that my life damm sad. Well it isn't so just that when I feel sad I feel like blogging but not today.

Its going to be our 2nd year anniversary soon. After what we have been through its isn't easy. Our naughty girl is 1year and 5 months now. Life is great. Quarrel as usual don't think it will change but both of us had work harder. He is now a HR executive while I am a international payroll specialist. Income wise still ok. Not that well off though. Recently in alot of debts due to housing loan. At any one point, anyone of you will also be in debt in terms of housing loan, education loan. This is the reality unless your family is rich or you married damm late or you are damm lucky that you become rich during your youth. 

So here comes update of me.

Incase, my previous post had mislead anyone of you I shall do a clear up.

We started dating during my poly days. 2007.
We gotten married during my 21st. 2011
Our little princess is born in 2012.

So all these while he is a very nice boyfriend and husband.
Literally, will do everything and anything for me (usually)
However, he had two very deadly bad points about him.
His bad temper and his stubbornness.
Once he think this way its really damm hard to change his thinking for him.
Nevertheless he love me alot.
This is really one point that since 2007 till now he did not change I can see it and feel it.

Yes he broke my heart tons of time.
He betray me once in 2009.
That was very hurtful, he did betray me many times in terms on mind? Sms or text girls or to those websites that not suppose to? Some are big and small cases
2009 became a reality. It was an one day issue. Drag for 2 months is our relationship before we got back together again.

It was not easy for me to forgive him times and times again. However, I did.
I did not forget though thus it became a scar left deep inside my heart.
He will stray when he is angry or stress.
Last caught in action was March 2013 =.=
In terms of mind not physical.
Thank god though.
However, he promised he never will again.
Hopefully and we shall see from there I guess.

Its tiring though although his terms of betray is mentally once is a while
However, hopefully it shall not happen again.
Past is past. I will not forget but I had forgive.

Recently he is so sweet that he send flowers to the office just to encourage me before I am having my appraisal. He travel from his office to surprise me for lunch just because I say I want a hug.
He will always do small little things for me. I feel loved. Really do.
At the same times he will always quarrel with me over little things.
So do I.

He tried his best to give me whatever he can. Usually he will follow my say.
Sometimes is my turn to follow him of course.

We had agree to study next year together.
My degree will be sponsor by my uncle.
Whereas his will be partially by his mum and the rest by him.

Hopefully everything can go smooth.

Will be sending my little precious to school next year.
Hopefully all will be fine. :)

I am contented!

Oh ya forgotten to mention that under encouragement of him I had started to design gowns and stuff.
It had been my dreams.
My first gown is out.
However, its not complete as I have yet to add on the accessory that I really want.
The second gown shall be out by mid November.
Designing gown and getting seamstress to make them is a very expensive investment.
However, I am really happy to be able to do them.
That is thanks to my hubby for supporting and encouraging me. <3 p="">