hmmm.... well... went to work only 3 hrs today cox i am sick den cat-san wan me go home and rest earlier.. thx ya.. she a v. nice manager... :) after work.. hav lunch at the resturant itself.. well the food not bad la.. kinda nice.. bt really ex.. me and donnie total eat rnd $43 lo.. LOl.. haix... tix month not much pay cox they cut at 20th.. omg.. i hav less then $100 for this month lo.. haix.. nvm.. nxt month will gambatte de.. ;p hmmm... well that will be all.. i go ooi ooi liao.. and ya i got something to complain b4 i go off.. cox tmr mummy bday.. den dad open dunno is wine or champaign to celebrate.. den i sick he still wanna force me drink lo.. kns.,.. make me feel so uneasy.. i just take medi den ask me drink.. make me giddy, stomach burning lo.. haix.. scared tmr cant wake up worx.. hope wun KO bahx.. haix y i hav tix type of daddy worx?? help plz... =.= (btw... fri oso gt 1 surprise... he pluck a flower for bt in the end dunno the flower drop where.. bt its a nice pinky flower.. thx sweetie ^.^...)
hmmm........ stepping into my tertiary path.. i have another important person guiding me through and brought joy to me.. he light up life.. or should i say he is already part of my life.. at 1st i tot he is just lyk other guyz tt i knw whom wanted to flirt wif me or juz find a temporary gf.. i have doubts in him all this while.. till i saw him change.. till i saw the things tt he had done for me.. till i feel the love he gave...what he done and sacrifice is more than what i expected... slowly i fall for him too.. although lots of cautions were given to me.. but after my observation... i dare to say tt he did change... what he had done is definitely more than some guyz would do.. he is now consider as part of my life bahx.. i do not know whether i can do without him i do not know whether i really need him .. what i only know is i want him... i want him to be by my side 24/7.. i want him to be happy 365... i dont how long can we last.. maybe will end tmr maybe will end next month.. i don't care and i dont want to know.. what i want is to treasure now... do what i can to make him happy.. cherish him.. stay by his side when he need me.. maybe some of u will think that it is not worth it for me.. but worth it or not is not what you guyz think is how i feel.. at least for what he had done.. i know what i am doing now is the right things.. maybe really in the end i will find out he is toying with my feelings but till tt day comes... i will not regret for the love i am putting in... at least i believe no matter what there is at least 45 mins of true love.... maybe whatever he had done is fake but i had choosen to believe that all is true.. Whatever he had done... he had shown that he really treasure me.... this make me gave what in return.. there is nothing i can do to repay what he had done.. except loving him with whatever i have with whatever i can... to me..... he is 101..... the only one who will stay with me till eternity.. the only one i will love till eternity.....
donnie: i want to tell u tt i love u... really do... till eternity tix will nvr change....thx 4 wadeva u had done... thx 4 tolerating my temper.. thx 4 loving me with ur life... thx 4 stayting by my side no matter what.. thx.. really... :) aishiteru... don to zutoni yisyouni yi dai... <3
hmm.... until now the feeling of uncertainity is still there... i dunno why but the things i owned now seem to be so virtual... it doesnt seems that i can hold on to it in future.. i really dunno.. things may seems ok.. however it doesnt seems to me that it willl last long.. scared? ya i am... maybe i am timid or coward but that is true.. i dun wanna to risk my r/s i rather let go than going into it and getting hurt in the end..
nowadays my temper hasn't been good ... i dunno why but it is true... the tolerateness of him dunno will last how long.. i didn't dare to think about it... mayb it will soon come to the end.. mayb it will be better for him .. cox.. i m not really as good as he thinks.... ...............................
~I am sorrie for what i had done.. but i dunno why.. i am just not the usual me! ~
2 CUTIE OCTOPUS!!
0.0 K.I.S.S.I.N.G 0.0hmmm.. cute little octopus??? i buy de worx.. hmm.. well cox i lyk the big 1 bt tt 1 too ex liao so decide to buy 1 small 1 to hang on my phone... so kawaii ne... hmm.. y is there 2.. well anothr 1 is bcox he bought sushi 4 me.. and tt cox him no much $$ left.. well was touch and shock lo.. so nice of him... thx worx.. so decide to buy somehitng for him in return... saw the elephant on his phone was dirty liao so decide to get him 1 octopus oso.. since it was soo cute.. hmmm pple dun anyhw thnk thx.. :) wanted to get either black or grey de.. but he say pink cuter so get a pink 1 for him loh.. :) he seems lyk it.. :)
well.. so as i said he bought sushi and some biscuit for me.. so nice of him loh.. i was damm hungry loh.. :( bt thx to tt i was damm full ;p heex.. well he sent me home.. and we went to meet nowell.. well.. my uncle, auntie and cousins were there.. they tot he was my bf.. den i was lyk explaining lo.. den they say nvm.. lolx.. say he not bad.. look guai guai de.. LOL... bt weird worx.. my mum saw the neoprint tt we took on well bday say he look BENG!! wahahahha orbi lohx.. heex... ah beng.. hmm.. ok lah.. to me.. he sometimes beng sometimes nerd.. ;x heex.. lalalal oopx.. cannt do anythng if u read hor.. i hav the freedom to blog.. ;p bleahx... well after went mos burger wif mum and well and baobei for dinner.. was damm tired.. well finally i try something new.. instead of ebi rice burger i ate unagi rice burger and i found tt it is damm nice too.. so hmm... yay!!! i gt alternative choices liao.. wahahhaahha..
~I beginning to lose my actual character or should i say.. i am too petty le.. well i know all along i am this type of gal but i just cant control.. smtimes i am jealous, smtimes i am sad, smtimes i am angry and smtimes i m bad... u really dun want to change ur mind? u really mean wadeva u say mahx?~
hmm den in the end went kbox.. well at 1st was quite ok de.. after hao left bcom boring liao.. den nowell emo.. =.= whole thing gone... den we went marina south to eat steamboat.. well saw 3 crockcroaches lo... so er xin.. =.= while having steamboat.. i gt scald by the oil.. =.= alot of times lo.. damm pain..
well.. went to east coast 4 jer bday after tt.. saw a number of frienx.. bt didnt talk wif them cox they dunno go whr.. and i only talk wif grace and bd cox all i dunno de.. hmm.. den me, shir, well & donn went o sat over at beach.. well saw alots of stars so nice lo... :) den bd kor kor bbq hotdog 4 us to eat.. and gav us drinkz.. so nice of him .. :) hmm... well... sm1 damm square lo.. i drawing things he still dunno wad i wan loh.. no romantic cells in him i thnk.. =.= he sit there dunno do wad.. den suddenly come to me.. den start to draw.... finally i was thinking when he draw tt... i was thinking.. at least nt tt square liao.. LOL!!!! hmm.. he draw total 5 of tt.. 4 i love u... wif 1 heart castle or 3D heart.. tt wad he called tt.. hmmm... well i did smthngs in return i damm shy lo.. only bcox there dun hav hole.. if nt i cfm hide inside.. =.=""" hmmm... well den after tt we went home.. tt guy arh.. damm stubborn.. 11 liao stilll duno wan go off wanna wait 4 me.. his last bus was 11:330 lo.. miss liao ju dun hav le lo.. nvr c so stubborn guy b4.. bt anyway ya.. he is sweet.. at tt day.. bt if tt day he auto do.. dun nd we hint him square i will b more happier.. :)
~ what are u thnking in ur mind whn u wrote that? i didnt know whtr u r serious about it?~
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