Friday, August 03, 2012
Hmm... pretty amazing. its been 8 months since the day said "I DO". How's life? Great ? Not so having a kid make u smile and scratch your head at times. My relationship? I guess it became stagnant. I do think that I had enough but just don't have the courage to end whats more I had a kid now.Its tiring very tiring for someone who don't understand you. who will no longer coax you and never see his own fault. Physical & mentally I am tired out. Too tired and stress for anything to be mention.
Sometimes, or rather honestly most of the time putting down my dignity trying to speak to him, to coax him to let things call despite its not my fault. Worst of all he don't buy it and insist is your fault. No matter is you started it or him, the ending will ALWAYS be your fault. Asking myself how long do I have to tolerate this? Honestly no ending. As long as I am still Mrs Lim. How long can I tolerate this? Well the answer is uncertain. As I get older more mature, I guess I can no longer tolerate it anymore. Is no longer a no him can die. Age makes one person grow or rather time. Not that love is not there but I feel that I am giving in all the time in terms of quarrel. I feel the way he care for me is no longer like the past. I really fucking feel like give up. walkout of the bloody house and went MIA. Not as I can't survive alone but I can because I can work and earn money!
But it became different as I have a kid. Someone who I can't abandon because eventually regardless of what reason I choose to give birth to her. Regret? Yes and No. I have that gut feeling eventually I will not be Mrs Lim. Why? though I am soft hearted but maybe if I can't do this anymore I will not turn back? When one day he is tired, his stubborness will insist an end to it.. what if history repeat. Aha.. cfm end.. LOL...
blog again later bahx.. he come in liao... dun like me blogging.
I miss your beautiful smile ... 9:18 AM
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