Wednesday, March 28, 2007
hmm.. well.. cox decided 2 gav up on him so i keep away everthng relate to him in a box.. bt my heart still thnk of him.. 2day.. went out wif him.. well.. cox of somethng i gav him attitude bt he was tolerating me all the way.. and ven send me hm worx.. i tot he will jux go hm worx.. nan de he so sweet.. heex.. bt really horx.. i v. useless.. say wanna forget him bt cannt.. den was lyk hoping for miracle to happen.. =.=really scared tt going diff sch wil change everytng.. bcum lyk me and chun lyk tt which i die oso dun wan 2 let it happen de.. dunno worx.. i fell lyk.. we r bcuming more lyk strangers nw.. nt so close le... :( haix... smtimes thngz really hav to let go and endure it...
cowen ask me whether am i strong... i tell him shld b.. bt actually i wld wan to say is i try to b.. cox.. realy diff worx... 4 years if so easy to take and put down.. tt one is nt call lyk le...
I miss your beautiful smile ... 9:36 AM
Monday, March 26, 2007
him... y? y muz he hurt me over again and again... i lyk him honestly i lyk him.. alot... more than wad i actually tot.. i nvr ask anthng in return at least treat lyk how he treat othrs show me some care can le.. bt.. he leh? did he ever do so? no.. he can ignore me... even though he knw actually he is wrg .. he knw tt i wun ignore.. he knw hw much he mean to me.. bt i dont knw wad m i to him.. mayb.. i dun even mean anythng.. once.. in my entire lifetime.. i actually take up all my courage to tell him about hw i feel.. bt he didnt tell me anythng... of cox i dint mean tt he muz feel for me in the way i feel for him.. bt at least gav me an ans... bt nvr.. and i oso nvr say anythng bt.. he actually dunno tt becox of tix i m hurt.. he ignorance and the 'care' he have given to me... made me really disappointed... whenever he say he will call i will stay up to wait.. i wait till midnitze.. bt he didnt call.. tt nitxe i told him.. in the end juz excuses and excuses... i feel tt i m so blood stupid la.. y do i hav to wait.. he gt cal cal lo.. dun hav.. nvm la.. care soo much for wad? bt i cant.. i cant do it... i really.. really hate him... bt i really detest myself for being soo weak... :'(u knw wad a guy.. tt time told me tt he lyk me blah blah blah... and i m quite touch cox he waited for me for quite long le.. well tix isnt the 1st time sm1 confess to me.. bt seldom i m touch.. when i actually wanna consider him.... den i knw tt everytng is juz a lie... of cox he didnt say anythng bt wad he do... hurt me too.. soooo... i swear... nvr nvr ever in my lifetime again.. i gav him a chance.. nvr!!!
PS: i will never turn back.. i believe and strongly believe there will a beta guy, will appear soon.. whom luv me and dote me protect me wif all his life.. will appear soon... if i met him.. i will use m life to luv him.....
I miss your beautiful smile ... 7:58 AM
Monday, March 12, 2007
ytd.. was soo sweet.. hmm.. dunno y? find tt tix few days he v. gd to me.. usually i vent anger... he will ignore me.. bt tix time rnd he didnt worx.. some more ytd... he still come down to suntec to find me... citylink v.long lo.. he after wrk liao still come find me.. gan dong sia.. i tot he wun come worx.. cox was goin to hav dinner wif m colleague.. which none of them is he knw de..bt he came.. some more stll help me carry thngs... lie on his shoulders cox too tired and the bus railers too hard to slp... hmm.. dunnoo is i thn too much or wad.. bt honestly feel tt he tiz few v.gd to me.. gt chance mah? dunno lehx.. moz my colleague say we will b 2gather.. bt they dun really know the situation.. haix.. hope so bahx... :Phmm.. wrking at inkstation wasnt fun.. but knwing those great frienz was really a great thng to me.. jere, hui, szeyin,chrischelle, eric, guan hui, kelvin... and lots more.. too many to type out... realli thz those guyz hu mak my wrking life so great.. :) luv ya....
I miss your beautiful smile ... 10:19 AM
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