Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Why do you have to lie times and times again? If you don't wish to contact me.... just give me freedom... I won't bother you.... I miss you every minute...every seconds... do you? if you do... I won't be so hurt now...what am I to you? I don't know... and don't want to think... i begain to think ... where is this relationship leading me to? Am I... or should I be always the one who care for you? How much is your care for me then?
I dont kow my dear... I only know that I am tearing all this while... I only know that my heart is dead... but it really hurts.... its bleeding... but there is nothing I can do... I guess is time I should get back those freedom that I should have.... and maybe... also giving you the freedom that is rightful to you... I am tired of being tied up... I am also tired of tying you up...
you didnt know how much it has actually hurt me... you didnt know... to you... is... as long... as I love you... I won't leave you... to you.. is keep lying to cover ur lies... rather than be trueful... to you... is rather... ignore... than solving the things out... to you is only... you busy in army... very busy... I sms you.. you reply... not you initiate to sms me...
but if the other way round?..... I hurt you... you will do things.. and make sure I won't.... u don'tlyk me to lie... to you.. I lie = i don't love you... becox u know i won't lie to u.... to u... u expect me... not to ignore you... and i shouldnt... becox is a small matter... i should juz be ok in 5 -15secs... if not = u angry... me for being petty.... to u.. i in school.. i in lecture... i should have time to reply u... should have time to sms u... becox... sch is not as busy as lecture.... (if u thinking u never say all these before... please think carefully..)
do you know what is heart dead?? do u relly know the meaning of love...??? or should I say.... do you know.................... How should you love and trat and care for your gf... and wtb...??
i really v.tired... i have say myriad of tired.... countless of heart dead... you promise you will change.... but when will you change to stop hurting me????? having ur care and concern... ur time... is it so difficult? if it is.. then y? y do you chase me... and promise me all those I had said during that time?
or was I too naive... to believe... you are different from others?
ps: do you know the feeling of heartdead but the heartache is still there??
my dear... I love you... but do you? i really don't know... I am lost.....
I miss your beautiful smile ... 8:51 AM
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