Wednesday, January 27, 2010
day by daymonth by month
year by year
what has gone had gone....
never change...
never ever.....
always and forever....
disappoint is lyk a routine...
somehow or rather it will always be there.....
i am tired seriously...
myraid of times...
my heart is prompting me.....
shouldn't you end it girl?
what did you see?
greyish and blur i would answer........
recently i feel more lonely than i thought...
more sad than i thought...
i think of things more and more.......
i am tired really...
just don't know how to get myself out of it...
couldn't bear to...
at the same time we are not mean too...
sometimes things had come to an end......
why i am holding on?
when i am actually sad and insecure..............
have you ever thought of me?
maybe....
but you are always selfish...
as you always come first....
i juz wan some peace and time to prove to myself...
whether this RS is really what I want or what i can have?
juz feeling miserable...
and blur.......
I miss your beautiful smile ... 5:46 AM
Thursday, January 07, 2010
it wasn't long.... neither was is short...... we have been together for 2& a half year le.........its been kinda long route worx....... in the past...we been through so much so much......
bully each other everyday..
take each other forgranted...
hurting each other.......
whispering sweet nothing to each other......
cuddling each other......
kissing........
well we share both laughter and sorrow...
from a r/s that none think will last...
we prove that our love is strong enough to go through everything......
i lost myself in this r/s......
becox of u....
and u too....
myraid of times........
we thought that our r/s will come to an end...
but will no matter how worst the matter is...
one of us will never bear to let go.........
hitting my 20 this year...
I found that I grow old le...
no longer the kid I use to be.....
no longer the little girl.....
stepping into adulthood soon...
into the real society...
no weechun...
no gilbert...
no anyone that will be there to guide me in my life..
help me...
and say "don't think too much la"
But only you .... the only one that will always be there for me..
the rest of my life......
holding my hand and say " don't worry ok? you have me."
probably i would say i have the found the one to spent with the rest of my life bahx....
"chang xiang si shou"
love you baby :)
I miss your beautiful smile ... 12:09 AM
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I keep asking myself why .
But i just can't seems to get an answer . Different answers keep floating across my mind.
It's making me very sick.
I really miss you ...
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