mayb to u i am nthng.. mayb to u i can vanish.. bt to me.. ur my important ones.. ur disappear equal to end of my life.. without u i dunno hw to survive.. juz being frienz is the most happiest time in my entire life.. without u my life would not be as fine.. without u by my side i am juz leaving alone in the darkness.. i am juz an empty shell.. how i hope u will walk towards me... and hold me tight.. how i wish u will sit down beside me and tell me tt u r here.. u had nvr left b4.. u r the stars tt bright up my life.. u r the one hu tell me i am nvr alone.. memories is the energy tt make me live on.. ur smile is the reason i could continue...
if i hav nvr meet u.. wld my life be better? so tt u wld nt tortue me by ignoring me... the answer is definetly not.. nothing can be compare wif u.. mayb wad in the past had past.. and doesnt matter to u.. but.. wadeva in the past is my future.. if nt 4 the past i wld nt b hu i am.. to u i might be juz a frien or a stranger.. to me u r my hero tt nvr fail to help me when i am in dilemma.. nvr fail to protect me from harm.. u r the one hu make me feel tt i am need and nt abandon in tiz world.. u r the 1 hu make me feel tt my life is up to me to decide not others.. u r the 1 hu change my life.. and nvr the less will u b forgotten.. becox u play an important part in my life.. many yrs down the road u will nt rem hu i am.. hw i look or wad my sound.. bt no matter hw many centuries it had past ...ur face, ur name, ur voice, ur smile and what u said to me... will always always in my mind...

PS: I luv u... thank u...

when i was young i believe in everlasting friendship.. i believe tt there will be pple hu will listen to u and understand u and nvr betray u.. bt all the years it prove me wrg.. when i was young i am fat and ugly.. my results are average too.. friends look down on me but i didn't know.. they betrayed me when i tot they are my true frienz hu wld always be by my side.. they play a fool on me whenever they had a chance.. (except him) they use my tong qing xin to help them do wrk... they call me witch and act to be very gd wif me.. when actually they r evil... hav u guyz wonder how i feel? deep in my heart i tot they would change.. they ask for forgivement i did.. however.. they lie to me again and again...

now in sec 4 le.. i might not be pretty and slim.. but at least i am nt tt fat and ugly.. i slim down (tough abit plump)... i look better den b4 though some of u might fail me... at least nw my look i can pass myself... my result might not be the best bt at least beta den tose whu look down on me...

what i wanna to say is i prove to tose hu look down on me.. bad mouth on me.. that wad they say and thnk last time is wrg.. so nvr gav up even though when every1 around u depise u.... nvr look down on urself when every1 do.. becox.. u hav to prove to them tt they r wrg... (^.^)

after i watch wang zi bian qing wa.. i find that its really touches me... dang ou is so sweet and nice to tian yu despite what she had done... no matter what he does.. it all for tian yu.. whenever tian yu meet any problem.. he would try his best to protect her from harm.. eventough it might cox him to loz his life...

wometimes i really wonder.. if a guy say tt he love u and will do anythng 4 u... is true or false?? will he stand by ur life is in danger or juz run away? well.. i believe there is still some dang ou in tiz world.. bt nt all guyz r dang ou....

for guyz.. when u r gd looking and rich.. alot of gal might come close to u.. so u muz beware of them... even if u r nt gd looking or rich.. u8 still hav to gurd on galz.. coz nt all galz r innocent and be wif u juz becox u r u.. there might b other reason behind it.. bt of coz.. only some is lyk tiz...there still alot of gd gals out there tt might be the right one 4 u .. juz lyk how.. qi yue luv ah mong (devil beside u)....

so in all.. to have a relationship tt will last long... both paries muz fought out in the relationship.. nvr calculate hu actually sacrifice the moz becox luv is smthng tt no reward will be given.. the only reward is the love given by ur partner to u.. (^.^)

today i play bubbles with my family members.. find that its soo nice sia... bubbles are all around me... i was thinking if someone can do this for me.. won't it be so nice?

Wanna know what type of guyz that i really lyk ma??
I lyk guyz that love music... basketball..swimming..cycling..blading.. wif good characters... gentleman... to me is a very important thing.. coz guyz i grow up wif are very gentleman... filial..muz be caring towards old people..children..animal... cannot be fierce to me.. muz dote on me... cannot lie to me... everything muz tell me.. cannot hide things from me.. muz protect me from harm.. muz be truthful.. muz be faithful.. muz be romantic.. must be able to communicate wif my family.. lookz actually is not a very important thing to me.. but at least i muz kan de sun yan... bt of coz la.. which gal wun wan her bf to be handsome.. bt tt not a very important criteria.. heex... Last of all muz love me!!!

well of coz wadeva i typed up there is my prince.. i doubt that any guyz could do all that bah... If really got i also not up to their standard.. that why i say its my prince.. prince is juz a illustration... but hor.. if really got tiz type of guy.. i hope can be friendz wf them.. coz.. such a fantastic friend.. will listen to you.. and help you de...

today.. i nearly lost the one i treasure so much... my baobei!!! she gt high fever den gt fits.. her whole face turn pale... scared me to death sia... after tt she conscious le.. so happy sia.. honestly.. if she just past away like tiz i will regret my whole entire life.. cox there so much place i never bring her to.. so many toys never buy for her... soo many food she haven't taste before...

people always tend to treasure or cherish something when they lost it... it absolutely true... u never find them special unless something happen...

hmm.. today went for the english seminar... well i was happy as i could see him sia... heex....
hmmm... he lyk gt smile to me leh.. bt dunno is smilling to me or not.. today the teacher crack alot of jokes.. den he laugh.... very long never saw him laugh till lyk that liao... heex...

Shopping with Kaiting, qiu yan they all after the seminar.. argh.. i spent $30 plus sia today... heart pain.. i found myself yue lai yue hui hua qian liao.. hiaz... but i will try to be back lyk laztime... save money den.... buy disc or comic of coz... well.. i saw his bag today.. wondering should i buy or not? $25 leh... but i dun lyk tt colour leh.. bt i wan to buy the same bag as him.. sighz.. should i buy?? i oso scared pple say i copycat leh.. den toz bad pple will spread rumour...:(

well.. juz a short intro of mysElF.. i am a 16 yrs OlD Gal... Wear spec.. if not contact lens... UsuaLly hangOut at BuGis.. town.. Tiong....

I am not those say things very straight de.. but if anything I cant stand i will say it without giving any face.. i am a sotong moz of the times... in school.. i am usually feirce when i doing my duty but other that not la.. alWaYs buLly by mY junior.. hmm.. other den star and pooh bear.. i got 1 more nick name.. tt is chameleon.... coz They say i cAn chaNge vEry easily.. can joke with tHeM den wen duty vErY stRuCt wif them.. heex.. soori.. frienz.. coz tt my way....

Well.. i am still single now.. waiting for mY pRiNce chArMiNg to aPpEar.... duNo whEn??? haiZ.. if YoU Are the OnE faSTeR stAnd in front of me.. den i dunn need To wait sooo long.. heex....

~me..~