Friday, August 31, 2007
asking him to change izzit my fault? bt i juz cant take it tt he broke the promise he made again and again.. juz trying to wake up at certain time izzit tt difficult?
i knw there lotsa time i am bad.. there r lotsa time i shout at him, scold him resulted him to lose his face.. bt those who knw me well i am lyk tt.. i dun care bout face.... the more close i am with you the more i will not control my temper.. cox i dun find a need to.... nevertheless.. u r my bf... wad can i do.. i trying to change m temper.. tt y when he wake up late.. i wake up and called him.. nt shouted at him.. bt again and again he disappoint me by getting back to slp.. GUYS!!! may i knw why is ur slpness so important? don't slp will die? why u all can cox of game dun slp.. cannt cox of frien or gf.. wake up at certain time to meet when u PROMISE?? :'( honestly.. keep on gavin me hope and break it.. make me cant take it le.. honestly.. this r/s shld continue or nt i really dunno le.. though he really luv me and of cox i do too.. bt.. haix...
ytd went sch... well was kinda looking for him (chun) bt didnt get to see him.. kinda disappointed.. well no other meaning except to see hw hav he been... till went down to canteen saw wif chris,wei jie they all.. well only gt to see his back.. the entire whole day didnt gewt to c his actual face only side or wad so eva.. cox i oso dun dare to really look at hi.. conclusion.. thngs r still the same... we are stranger.. didnt even greet each othr.. he is still as quiet as eva.. some may ask i hav a bf alrdy why stil wld i care so much bout me and him.. well.. honestly ya.. i dun lyk him alrdy.. bt chun is nt juz any frien.. he is a v.v.v.special frien of mine... cox of the memories we had in the past make me forgetting him is impossible... when i saw him i said i dun wish to see him bt deep in my heart.. bt when the moment i saw him actually i had a mix feeling.. wondering how had he been? fine? wad had he been doing? i luv him honestly.. more than any1 (in the past.. NOW ONLY AS A Frien) hope to be frine once again bahx....
after tt saw lotsa teachers... haha.. all rem my name bt nt joey.. guess i scold students too much much and they rem me le bahx.... hahahxx... den G was late.. well back wif him and all the othrs frien in the same school... bt the feeling was different.. no more running around.. no more teasing... no more gossips.. bt additional of strange feeling... nt lyk the usual way in school... haix.. times pass and we are getting older... thngs change and we are oso changing.. so awkardly bt we hav to accept it...
SIMPLY JUST LOVE THE PAST...
I miss your beautiful smile ... 8:03 PM
Monday, August 27, 2007
hmmm... well during ehtono aug 9 i thnk.. deardear had a quarrel wif his dad and had high fever lo.. b4 tt he alrdy gt fever le.. den he stay at my hse ... well he took my bed.. and i slept at mum's rm.. well it is 1st in my lifetime tt i actually woke up in the middle of the night to check one illness... nt even my sis i do so lo.. =.= (ok i knw i am a v.bad sis) bt ya i woke up in the middle of the night (b4 9 aug) and knw tt he was running a high fever i was so woory lo.. i faster fo and take some medicine for him and use cloth dept into ice water to cool his fever down.. make me set alarm clock 1 or 2hr wake up 1 time.. =.= daddy knw liao still scold me.. cox my own sis i oso nvr treat so gd... hmm.. den on aug 9 donnie quarrel wif his daddy den high fever.. my mummy scared he gotcha dengue fever den send him to hospital.. den after tt gt ntng happen.. heeex... den my deardear scared of medicine worx.. still ask doctor gt sweet medicine or nt.. so cute siaq.. den docotr say him WHIMP.. ask me to see through his true colours.. haha so cute sia.. after went home.. and same thnk lo.. wake up every few hrs to check whtr he is ok.. and put wet cold cloth on him to cool his fever down.. lalalalla... deardear owe me 1 ren qing... muz return horx.. ;p bleahx.. kidding.. muackies.. dun fall sick again ya? ^.^
I miss your beautiful smile ... 7:25 AM
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hmm... well its kinda long since i blog.. cox having exams and so on.. well this month lotsa thngs had happe.... exams r over.. HURRAY!!! so far everything should be quite ok except for economics.. =.= hope everything go well.. I DUN WANNA REPEAT MODULE... :p pray god... bless me.. LOLx... ehtono.. follow by is deardear... well he had kinda succesfully pass through my daddy and grandma.. meaning.. we had been approve to be tgt.. yata!!! heex.. bt even tt is so... its still nt gd enuf... u knw y? cox.. my daddy dun lyk me to stead... keep nagging and etc.. make me so fedup.. and my granny see us everyday tgt complain tt we r too sticky.. =.= well i admit tt we r sticky.. bt so wad? nt as if tt there is anythng wrng wif it.. as lng as we r happi wif it is ok arh.. :P well.. then 2 weeks ago.. deardear had been cooking for.. cant deny tt his cooking was really gd.. :) had been treating me well... bt as usual keep making me sad,disappointed and angry due to his bad habit which is SLEEP!! ARGH.. cant accept tt.. his stupid slp is more impt than me lo.. EEEEEeee!!!!!!! unfair~! i wannna complain.. haha... well tt all bout it ya?
~Love him more and more each day... though i told myself maybe one day everything would end... and i must not put in wholeheartedly to prevent myself frm falling hard.. bt i juz cant prevent myself frm doin it.. ~
I miss your beautiful smile ... 7:10 AM
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
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~MaY wE HaVe loTsa aNnIvERsaRY...~
I miss your beautiful smile ... 8:28 AM
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