Sunday, June 03, 2012
What is inside this marriage?Honestly I don't know.
I don't felt the usual happy me.
Rest assured I am not having depression after birth, I seems to see things more clearly after we have gotten married. I begain to feel everything doesn't seems so important.
Everything can be let go.
Including you.
Maybe for me marriage is the doom of our love. Or at least mine.
I no longer can tolerate nonsense. No longer can tolerate hurtful words.
I felt I should or can be better alone.
Every single time shall we quarrel bound to be me that you think stir things up.
When it is bloody fucking your fault but you just have a way to bluff to cheat and turn out to be me again.
I am tired of this five years almost? I thought it should be enough.
I need to rest. Need to get out of your side and be somewhere else. Learn new things see new things to make myself feel better.
You may think you have been a wonderful husband.
Maybe, but in a selfish way.
Your way, not really for me.
FYI working is not for me.
Studying is not for me.
Is something that benefit you only.
I am tired.
Seriously.
Just waiting for time to allow me to escape.
Escape from you.
I don't know eventually how things would turn out.
But I need to take a breathe somewhere else.
Maybe I am just too use to your presence.
I need to stay strong and find who I am back.
I don't live for you.
I live for myself.
So do you.
I miss your beautiful smile ... 5:08 AM
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It's making me very sick.
I really miss you ...
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