ytd watch the bai wan da ge xing....
GOT ZHEN YUAN CHANG!!!! so shuai~~~~ :X
ok.. anyway they went to challenge... and yuan chang by rite nt good in singing cox they keep tease him and etc... but i wonder if anyone did notice that yuan chang singing is not bad... just that he don't dare to sing alone... if you happen to really on of his fan... go and listen again... the 1st part when they sing Andy Lau : "LIAN XI"

the chorus part... yuan chang sing out loud... and really nice... but wonder did anyone notice or not... so to me... he just no confidence.... if he really go for training and etc.. he confirm can do a very good job... too bad I don't have the fortune to be his friend... if can let him know lo!! K.. enough of my dreaming... but I am serious and sincere in my comment.. I even record down.... v. Nice!!!!

Chorus: 我已开始练习　开始慢慢著急 著急这世界沒有你 已经和眼泪说好不哭泣 但倒数计时的爱该怎么继续 我天天练习　天天都会熟悉 在沒有你的城市里 试著刪除每个两人世界里 那些曾经共同拥有的一切美好和回忆

ok... that bout my idol.... about me... i getting more tired... stress out by project and etc...... i really wan a stop.... i wanna go on holiday.... I really hope I can... and I hope... if christmas is coming... i hope santa claus can grant me a sum of money so that I can go on a week holiday with my dear... stay free from the stress environment...

I NEED MONEY!!! savings... is important

Well, I always thought one will give up their bread because of love.... once you love someone deep enough... you will willing to sacrifice every single thing for him/her...

However, there are some willing to let go their love because of bread.... to them, surviving, money all these are important in this society, in this world.. yes in fact they were right... however, there is something call simple... maybe you can live in the medium line with a house and a car.... normal spending.. not till the extreme.. is also a bliss... luxury is a good thing... but is not a must....

To me... I just want simple... maybe abit of luxury if I can afford... but not that much... however, I understand how the society work, and human are born greedy... but well.. I JUST DUN LYK MA... :(

Don't know... but i am fortunate that deardear same thinking as me... we want good life but must work for it... but our good life is just a simple living... :) my dear will chose me over bread... same as me... lalalalala...

today dear made me v. sad at 1st... but now v. happy... deardear nv force me.. he dote on me sooo much nor!!! he never angry... he allow me talk and etc... i really appreciate it... really.... thanks... i dunno what to say.. but i am very happy.... I LOVE LMD.....!!!!! ONE AND ONLY ONE :)

and wanna thx piglet too... she today tell me... i walk so long le... i can de... really thx... i am so touch when i see this! yup!!! can de!!! I will... and you too k!!!! 3 of us walk long long long long... till we grow old!!! :)

you know? ytd... after my 5th msg to ask you call me and you rejected.... I went to talk to other guyz on irc.. and on phone.... and i feel happy and easy.... but deep in my heart... i only wanna talk to you... thats why i keep msg u.. despite you tell me u dun wan... if fact.. the msg, i am already hurt.... but i only wan u... and i told myself... you wun disappoint me... no matter wad you will still let me nag until ok...

u didnt send any good nite msg.. and I have to ASK you to send... do you thnk I am happy? I feel so numb about our rs... ya .. i have to bear with it and endure... but not how you treat me lyk this... do you know that? my heart is so numb now.... b4 i msg or call u.. i predicted that you WUN reply... do u thnk i lyk this prediction?

ytd talking to other guyz... cox only gt guyx... i feel relax... i feel at least gt some1 to talk to... u said u r sorry... really sorry.... but whats the point? suppose u saw this post u will be angry ba... will be asking me who the guy/guyz is/are... den ask me not to talk to them anymore... SORRY I WONT!!!!! but no matter what... i only love you.. that for sure... ytd talk to shahsa... she say about engagement thng.. i thought there was really a procedure and I am so happy... i wanna be engage to u.... everything to me is only u.... i am happy that u say that ur future is me....

till apr.. meanwhile... i have no choice... but to endure... and i will say... if u going to ignore me or etc... i will still sms all these with other pple... but my priority is u... as in... ur msg and call is the 1st place I will reject other pple call... and reply their msg last if MY OWN BF MSG AND CALL ME!!! so can I hope for that?

Don't ask me to dun contact them.. cox this will only make me sad further... what i want.. is you to change... not ask me to what.... but i swear and promised... i will always be by your side.... i will abandon u................... i will be there to support u always....!!! gambatte ne laogong!!!! i wait for you to change....

Love you always....

Laopo.... :-*

I don't understand... I really don't.... why... why do you need to hurt me times and times again? I am so tired................ Why? I need a guy that give me love, care, concern and security ... not a guy who keep hurting me.. not a guy who don't understand me.......... not a guy who don't appreciate me........

I want a absolute boyfriend... I am tired of u.... i really had enough le!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Manga: Absolute boyfriend. Robot: Night Girl: Liko

A very nice and touching comic...
Riiko Izawa has never had a boyfriend and she has been rejected by every boy she has ever had a crush on. When she returns a lost cell phone to an oddly dressed salesman, she mentions wanting a boyfriend so to thank her, he directs her to his company's website. When she visits the site, Riiko finds it's a site to create your own lover. Thinking its a game, she customizes and accidentally orders one. The next day, her new lover arrives. Following the instruction manual, she kisses him to wake him up and configure him to be in love with only her. She names him "Night." Three days later, she is shocked to learn that she only had him for a free trial. The salesman, Gaku Namikiri, tells her that she must now pay 100,000,000 yen for Night, however, they will waive the fee if she helps them to collect data about how women think and feel to help perfect future models.
Riiko must now keep Night's true nature of not being human a secret from everyone around her. She also soon finds herself in a love triangle between Night and her childhood friend Soshi, who declares his love for her out of fear he will lose her. As the series progresses, Night begins to develop real human emotions, enabling him to truly love Riiko but also resulting in system malfunctions. When Riiko almost loses Night due to the malfunctions, she realizes that he is the one she really loves. She apologizes to Soshi, who moves to Spain with his brother. As the series ends, Night begins to grow sleepier and sleepier. The problems developed by him exceeding his abilities eventually causes his machinery to stop working, resulting in his "death". Before he died, he wrote a letter directed to Soshi telling him what was happening and asking him to take care of Riiko. Gaku Namikiri then sent the letter to Soshi after giving Riiko some time to grieve, which brings Soshi back to Japan to be at her side again.

Jap Drama: Absolute boyfriend. Robot: Knight Girl: Liko

Both are almost the same. Just that in this drama the girl did not really like the robot at 1st. They have 1 special episode. The robot revive. But sad to say. It chose to be totally destroy from this world. Because he love the girl however he knew that he cant grow old with the girl neither can he form a real family with the girl. (E.g. have children) Therefore he chose to leave and want Liko to find her true love.

A live-action adaptation of the manga began airing on Fuji TV on April 15, 2008 and ran for eleven episodes until its conclusion on June 24, 2008. In the live-action version, Riiko Izawa is an office lady in search of a boyfriend, and she ends up in possession of a "robot" known as Night Tenjo, who is programmed to be the perfect boyfriend. However, this creates a love triangle with a distinguished young man at her company who also has feelings for her. Riiko is played by Saki Aibu, Night is played by Mokomichi Hayami, and Soshi Asamoto is played by Hiro Mizushima.[22]
In March 24, 2009, a special episode of this series was released and featured 3 years after the last episode of the series, whereas Riiko had become a patissier and is engaged to Soshi Asamoto; and Night was suddenly revived by a Kronos Heaven employee, who wanted to use his individual ego to her own gain.


Actually I don't like this ending. Because if I am Liko I won't mind. What matter most is Knight to be with me. Forever. As long as I can see him, feel him, be with him I will be contented.

To me the special episode was kinda spoiler. Since Knight was being revive he shouldn't be eliminated then. Haix. sO STUPID LO.... make me cried twice...... hate it!

lala... well... i have just complete my 4 training!!!! so got $$ liao... but now waiting for LOA.... and still got at least 3 buddy system to complete before I am left on my own and really start work.. :)

ok la... should be ok i guess... today get scolding from customer lo.. haix.. but ya... at least my pay dunnid to cutt half and I MOVE A BIG BIG STEP TO MY SAVINGS!! lala

這幾夜﹐我都不斷的在做惡夢。
不斷的夢見你背叛我。
心痛﹐但我無法對你回頭。
無法讓自己再一次接受你。
當時心碎了﹐淚幹了﹐
很想很想﹐再一次投進你懷抱里痛哭一場。
但我不能﹐也做不到。
你要求我原諒你。
我無法在看着你﹐無法面對你﹐
又怎能原諒你?
第一次的夢是以外。
你不小心親吻一位女孩子。
雖然我認識。
雖然我知道你們之間並沒有什麼。
但我就是不能接受。
我問了你。
你能接受我於別人接吻嗎?
那是一樣的道理。
透過夢我才知道﹐
我對你的愛是多麼多麼的自私。
我無法接受任何人﹐任何意外。
對你的愛是多麼強烈。
但如果真的有那麼一天。
你我都知道﹐我會走出我們的世界。
不會回頭﹐就算我不能沒有你。
就算我生生世世只愛你。
我也會走出去。
就算頭破血流﹐粉身碎骨。。。。。

不知為何﹐此時的我以沒有力氣面對你﹐面對我們的感情。
可能愛淡了﹐夢遠了。
心被傷了無數次﹐
心碎了﹐
人也累了。
孤獨傷心的感覺纏繞着我﹐
使我無法呼吸。
對人事間的厭倦﹐
讓我開始關閉心的那扇門。

我們的感情是否還能繼續?
我不知道也不想知道。
因為心傷了﹐也累了。。。。。。。。。

http://buddha-causeandeffect.blogspot.com/

this is a blog that I just created.... talking about cause and effect... which is known as "yin guo"..

well just that wanna let people know what they done now will lead to what type of retributio or good live in future....

I feel so lonely now... my dear wasnt with me.... how i wish to actually see him fetch me downstairs but he didnt... and not even a reply from him after 9pm despite tons of calls and sms... i just finished my work/training and took a cab home sponsor by the company... dear was supposed to fetch me downstairs but wasnt confirm... as he mostly likely not able to book out due to heavy workload.. but still he failed to tell me in the end... make me there guessing and hoping to see him when I reached home... as I thought he might want to surprise me...

like the saying goes " xi wang yue da... shi wang yue da" ... he didnt manage to appear in the end... and never even inform me... despite me calling and smsing him... ya ... he going to tell me.... he is busy and tired... but well.. after his work cant he just text me and let me know?? COME ON!! I FINISH WORK AT 2.30AM!!!! DUN TELL ME THIS TIMING HE IS STILL WORKING? ya... I HAVE AND MUST USE TO IT AND UNDERSTAND HIM...

den who understand me? him? NOBODY..... he never know how I would have felt....
right now... at this very moment... or should I say once I started work... I felt so lonely.. he didnt know that once I have break I text him... just to check whether is he booking out.. BUT NO.. HE NEVER REPLY AT ALL.. JUST IGNORE!!! I AM ALWAYS NEVER IMPORTANT BEFORE!!! STOP STOP STOP TELLING YES I AM.... !!!! because if your campmates are the ones who sms you... you will reply... I AM NOT COMPARING!!! BUT THATS THE FACT!!! CANT DENy!!!

YA... i understand that campmates is a must to answer the call and sms as its regarding the army work.. however I didnt demand him to reply immediately today.. but at least.. as long as he is able to reply.. he should let me know.. e.g go toilet? after he finish his work!!!!
BUT HE NEVER!!! AN HE IS GOING TO TELL ME.. TOO TIRED... I AM SORRY... I FELL ALSEEP... BUT IS THERE ANY MEANING? ANY POINT???

no point arguing with him... i dunno who i can cry to.... who i can consult... my heart is so pain... I MYSELF IS ATTACHED WITH A BOYFRIEND... BUT THERE IS NOTHING HE CAN OR WOULD DO TO MINIMISE IT...

and if I were to tell him.. he will just say I dun understand him... den whats the point??

you know I feel so tired... I want nothing but just a shoulder to lay on.... I want a guy... to give me sense of secure.. to be there when I need him... and my selfishness... i only want him to understand me... and not always ask me to understand him... i am soo tired... keep thinking back... why did I get into a rs in the 1st place??? these are NOT what I want... everything he promised wasnt there... I felt cheated.... I am soooo sad now.... that I couldnt find any words to express my feeling... I am so lonely...

I long for him to be by my side... so that I can be embraced by him after a long day of work.. but no... it didnt happen.. you know... during my work... i "dream" that he would wait for me downstairs... and i can hug him and smell him.... I miss him so much... but sad to say... reality is always cruel... it didnt happen...

I have no news of him... except I know that... this timing.... he will be at camp sleeping... but he wouldnt know that... this timing.... his wife is at home crying........

my heart is so dead..... can anyone revive it?????????? I am tired......................................................

PS: you will never never know......................

I kinda dont get the meaning of life.... we are born to grow to be sick and finally dead .... and throughout our life... other than kinship, love, relationship, there is one more thing that matter most... and that is money....

used to be naive and thought... without money i can survive.... money is not important.. but in fact... is the opposite... money is needed everywhere... is how the world goes... how the people survive... without money... one will die... no food, no drink, nothing.... its been so long..... i really dunno...

now... finally we make a big move towards our goal... i going for the 3rd training for my job.. and dear finally found a job too... so our earning increase... then can save le... i wish.. i hope... at least... manage to save up... 5k... at the end of our graduation and ord... which mean 1 yr time...
$300 X 10 = $3k... so 2 more k to go... got to jia you jia you... :)

haix.... these 2 weeks keep cold war... didnt want to and didnt mean to... but dear sometimes really too much.. he forgotten that people got limit de... i understand him having a tough situation inside the army but he didnt..

haix... i really dunno..

but now what matter most is money.... at least 5 k!!!! and is a must!!!!

ps: i lovveee u

1st Prize
0317
2nd Prize
8949
3rd Prize
0485
Starter Prizes
1445
2350
6150
7247
8044
8091
9405
9585
9713
9814
Consolation Prizes
0318
0583
1420
4360
4425
5828
6727 7637 8350 9902

you know what??? I KNEENA THE 1445!!!!! but my mum forgot to buy for me or replace it loh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! $500 leh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i soooooOOOOOO heaarrrrttt PAINNNNNNNNNN LOH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

haix... this few days keep losing money.... not my luck loh... :(

What the hell lo... deardear today for nothing suddenly tio activate... DEN TOTAL CAB FARE.. $63.. SIXTY THREE DOLLAR OK!!! NOT SIXTY THREE CENTS..... how many movie i can wathc.. how many things i can buy... AND CAN EAT COUPLE BUFFET LOH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SINGAPORE WHY RAISE TAXI FARE TO 35% DONT THEY KNOWHAT IS STILL GOT PPLE IN POVERTY LINE??? POOR PEOPLE.... AND I AM 1 OF THEM OK!!!!

FROM TIONG BAHRU TO SUGEI GEDONG CAMP ( lim chu kang)
DEN FROM SUGEI GEDONG TO NANYANG POLYTHECNIC (ANG MO KIO AVE 5)

YOU KNOW HOW EX NOT??? THE UNCLE STILL BLUFF ME SAY.. MOST 50 NIA.... DEN EXCEED 63 LO!!! MY ASSET ONLY GOT $63 ONLY LO...!!! THAT UNCLE STILL KPKB!!!! EARN SO MUCH LO!!! I WANTED TO GO OFF AT BOON LAY LO!!! HE BLUFF ME 50 NIA... SO I CONTINUE THE JOURNEY LOH!!!! U KNOW OR NOT??? U UNDERSTAND????


EEEEEEEXXXXEEEPPPPEEENNNSSSIIIVVVEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WHOLE LIFE NEVER TAKE A CAB SO EX B4 OK!!!! OK?? REALLY NEVER!!!!

THAT UNCLE TODAY DUNNO CIO TIO WHAT GOLD LO!!!1 GET US AS HIS PASSENGER... TODAY EARLY MORNING THE RENTAL FARE TAKE BACK LE LOH!!!!!!!!

haix..... and i am damm sickkkkk

gs wannna go liao