hmm.. was thinking ytd.. all thiz while lyk have been acuse by othrs.. for no reason i must take the blame.. especially secondary school time.. everytime i didn't do anything bt juz bcox tt i am nt popular.. the othr person juz act and get away wif it then i mux take all the blame.. tt is so unfair! pple arnd me are so hypocrite.. they think they are popular they can do wadeva they 1... infront of me 1 face.. at the back anothr face.. baka... sometimes i really wonder.. r my classmates stupid or? so i didnt mean to scold.. is juz tt.. u guyx.. nvr go and ask 4 the truth juz bcox 1 said so then u all listen.. does it mean tt only people who u dun lyk will do wrg things?=.=

luckily my sad days has been over...

hmm.. well the guy i had mention in 2006.. is ma tong.. and those post are my feeling when i thnk of him..they are memories..nothing more.. not fall for him.. 2007 is the guy i had lyk during my sec sch days.. although in between i did try to forget him.. but.. in the end.. i found tt i can't...

hmm.. well gotten my o'level result last week.. not bad bahx.. L1R5 18..L1R4 14.. though it is not the best I can do but I already tried my best le.. hmm.. taking up banking and finance in singapore poly.. dunno whether will get in not.. hope will get in bahx.. :)

ytd valentine.. spend with my MI friendx.. at changi airport... :P though he wasn't by my side but at least on tt special day.. I am not alone.. He went dating wif his gf..when for movie all tt.. so envy.. honestly i am sad.. and i nearly gav up.. cox he did not call or sms me the whole day.. in the end at nitze time he called me up.. i ask him why he called he say he will called me up cox he want to know what i did for thix valentine..

honestly.. i already thnk of giving up le.. after 4 yrs.. i oso tired le.. if we meant to be together i thnk we will be together last time le bahx.. for now.. i thnk no bahx.. and he already have stead le.. although they might break soon.. but all in all.. I feel tired le.. even after they break i oso may not have chance de lo... Maybe.. i will ask him to accompany for one day.. only both of us go out.. after tt one day.. i will forget him.. and will ONLY treat him as other normal guy.. as my friend and nothing more than that.. ^.^

haix.. seems lyk everytime after graduation.. friends around me will start to change.. chun.. karen.. Now G.. hmm.. after working he start to change le.. i dun lyk tt feeling.. cox is lyk we are getting further and further away from each other.. he didn't turn bad.. i still can recognise him.. but he is lyk moving to another world le bahx.. a world that is different from us or should i say mine.. his mindset is different.. his character oso begins to change bit by bit.. is it once again i should go and get another best friend?? i feel the distance between me and him.. i told him.. he oso agree.. why is it that everybody had to change? or is it fated that i could only have a best friend for certain time? i believe that we would still stayed in contact.. but after tix year will not be so closed le bahx? lyk me and karen.. used to be so closed but bcox of different environment.. different school.. the gap between us start to become wider and wider.. would this happen to me and G?? i hope not.. if we can get into the same sch... i thnk tix would not happen bahx.. the best is same course maybe much beta.. ha.. thnk getting into same course.. isn't a difficult thing.. cox the course we thnk of to take is the same bahx.. ^.^

*~*xi wang shang tian dui wo hao yi dian.. bu yao ba ta ye cong wo shen bian dai zuo..*~*

hmmm... well.. i finally told him my feelings le.. everything still remain the same except.. he knew now that I like him.. Its is actually on sat night.. I call him..as usual we have some casual chat.. he went to talk to his mum regarding something.. while we were still chatting over the phone.. On the other hand I was asking my sister whether should i tel him how i feel.. the he overheard that i wanna to ask him something.. die die also wan me to say.. =.= well i took up the courage and told him how i felt... then he reply was lyk.. icic.. so desu... =.= i ask him whether he will lyk me in future... he say dunno.. cox its depends on fate.. if we are meant to be together we will be togather de.. yuppx.. i agree with him.. cox is fate tt let me met him.. ^.^ Well we are still gd friendz now.. nothing change except he knows how i feel for him.. Hope everything will go well..