Tuesday, June 28, 2011
On 28 June 2011 just that I though it was a normal day or a good day rather where I get my pay where I can meet up a old friend. Till the call came and broke my dreams. The person whom I thought we can finally meet up after 4months commit suicide. She was an elder of mine. A cheerful and strong lady who never fail to give guidance and tolerance yet have her own stand. I was shock, devastate and angry. I couldn't bring myself to believe this news was true. I couldn't imagine that she had left before we met. Perhaps, the ending maybe different if I were to call her to confirm the appointment rather than wadsapp assume that she will be sleeping at 8am. There are too many perhaps in this world and once chance is slipped off it wouldn't come back. She is there when the working environment is fearful, she is there when I am in trouble and needed some help. She is there when I am bored and needed someone to talk to. However, now she is no longer there. Probably went to somewhere far that I will not be able to see.
We promise each other to go on cruise. To go KBOX and to go overseas when free. She left before we can complete our promise. Though I am sad. Though I am angry. However, you left and hopefully may all sins and worries be gone. May Buddha, Jesus or Allah or other god that I do not know pardon your sin and grant you freedom. May them bless you with comfort and peace.
Take care my dear take care. I can't say anything other than this. I will keep the photo tt u took and msg u wrote for me during my 21st birthday. I am glad that I have met you.
Thanks dear.
Sandy Kee Mui Hoong.
You shall be remembered forever in my heart.
I miss your beautiful smile ... 9:39 AM