Sunday, October 04, 2009
another month is coming soon....counting down 2days....
how would it be like?
2 months....
never celebrate any anniversary....
going 2years 3months.....
How would it be....
suddenly...
i am not looking forward to it anymore...
do not want to have high hope....
because whenever u aim high u fall high...
things changes....
and is very hard to make things back to the same old past...
i am tired while trying....
problems seems never ending....
it just like sooo hard and difficult.......
i have no idea...
seriously no.......
How to start nor end.......
suddenly... i feel that there isn't anything call compromise...
no such thing as 50-50.....
1 party have to give in more...
I have never want, never like, never think of giving in....
But this period of time...
I am either being force, willingly or unwillingly i have to give in and compromise....
well...
usually when you give in too much...
1 tend to take you forgranted...
Kinda...
I was being took forgranted...
I dun like the feeling...
don't like alot of things...
but i have no choice....
sometimes i am really hurt....
not knowing what to do....
seriously...
honestly...
i dunno what i can do...
only can cry and tear silently...
well recently...
someone ask for my hand again...
he say i deserve better treatment....
well yes of course I do...
He is nice, gentle, stable and stuff...
but...
well i don't know...
my htb also asked...
why don't you leave for someone who is better?
Nah...
well is like not so easy to fall for another person....
though the current one is a baddie...
but well can't blame I am the one who chose him...
Planning overseas trip....
trying to get over....
alot alot of things need time, courage and money...
hmmmm........ brain dead don't know what to type... tired...
I miss your beautiful smile ... 11:07 PM
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It's making me very sick.
I really miss you ...
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