Sunday, October 11, 2009
i can't see...
i don't know......
to let go or to hold on?
i am lost...
looking back......
ytd...
after the talk....
then i get to know the real side of my dear......
then i get to realise he had been lying to me from the start..........
then i realise actually from young till now...
i have never been happy before.......
if not for wee chun.....
if not for gilbert.......
i think my childhood life would have been worst....
suddenly i begain to question myself...
why i am in this world for?
my childhood wasn't good...
except those nice memories that i rem.......
i been searching for my true love all my life......
yet what i got in return wasnt what i have expected.......
suddenly i hate my life......
i hate you......
hate her......
hate those that brough pain , suffer and hurt to me.........
:(
I miss your beautiful smile ... 10:03 PM