Tuesday, September 22, 2009
things get better...
we manage to talk and compromise... :)
however now...
this very moment...
I am not feeling very good...
Somehow or rather I thought of the past...
I hate it...
really do..
i could'nt let go.....
i want to forget that single incident.......
i mean why should this happen...?
I hate her...
now..
seriously....
don't know why but i hate her...
for being such a bitch..
for don't know what is zi ai.........
i hate him..
seriously...
for don't know what to push away...........
FOR DON'T KNOW WHAT IS FUCKING HURT AND FUCKING BETRAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE BOTH OF YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!!!!
YOU TWO HURT ME...
I DON'T CARE WHY, WHO HOW AND ETC!!!!
THE FACT IS THAT IT HAPPEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND CAN NEVER BE THE SAME ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CAN / DOES ANYONE UNDERSTAND MY FEELING?
WHY MUST ALL THESE SHIT OR CRAP HAPPEN TO ME?
I miss your beautiful smile ... 11:01 PM