Sunday, September 06, 2009
TODAY...i went... to look... for my HTB... :)
12pm....
saw him sleeping...
Waited till 7pm I went off...
7hr... to see if we were fated...
He woke up...
at 6pm roughly...
Saw his face.....
but...
I don't know... if he saw me..
But i suppose he did...
Before that I look through the window.. saw him sleeping..
HTB.. we are so far yet so near....
I left and use the bottle i drink...
go pluck flower and put them in...
Like what he did last time...
I put a plaster to form a 7 shape...
If he is my htb...
a little sensitive one...
He will understand...
7 =me....
flower in the bottle is our memories... i hang it first time... the delivery man who deliver food came.. and the mom open door... and throw my bottle away.. =.=
i suppose either she know is i put 1 and dont want let madon see... or she just thought it was thrash and throw it away... so i hang it again after the door close...
if my boy... and me... were fated somehow... he will be the one who see the bottle hanging there... so I dont know... leave to fate bahx... whether he saw it or not... i cannot say anything...
My Htb...I don't know what happen...
When my HTB... kiss me and send me home...
text me good night muacks...
But ended up... I left with total ignore when he was suppose to meet me the next day...
Is ok.. That he didnt make it...
Is ok... That I come to find him...
But it will never ever be ok..
When he swear and promise not to leave me alone again...
Not to treat me like this ever again...
He hug me tight and promise you know? He promise me you know?
But now leh?
He ask me to trust and believe him but now leh?
And yes... I am correct...
His parents have been giving him propaganda and pressure to ask him to break off with me...
This come out from his dad mouth...
My deardear... My HTB... he was always so strong... He wouldnt care what happen.. He will never give in... regarding me... But now?
I really dont know le... You say u love me...... you say you really do...
You say you need time... but you still love me...
Shall I trust you? Or should I say can I trust you?
They say if I mean to you... you will come find me.. will you?
Will you? I really wonder....
my heart is already shattered into pieces.......
my surprise? My christmas? My bday? My valentine? I wonder.... would you be there?
you say my surprise I will get it after you come back from austrialia... I will be damm happy... I wonder... now? will I still be receiving it then?
04/09/2009 Friday
10:26pm
Htb
Msg: Good night muacks.
04/09/2009 Friday
02: 36pm
Htb
Msg: My wtb lo. She is the pretty and sexy girl. ..........................................................(cannot reveal)
03/09/2009 Thurssay
06:59pm
Htb
Msg: Sorry. Love you.
02/09/2009
09:21pm
Htb
Msg: Good night. Sweet dreams. Muacks. Love you. Rest well ok. I love you :-*
01/09/2009
11:46pm
Htb
Msg: Promise. Muacks. Go rest then.
20/08/2009
10:49am
Htb
Msg: I wont betray you ever. But i will go crazy like that day when you force me.
19/08/2009
01:16am
Htb
Msg: And chase back la. But I will kill anyone who tries to get you because you are mine alone.
19/08/2009
12:33am
Htb
Msg: You say what you want. I bu chang you.
18/08/2009
11:40pm
Htb
Msg: Sexy. Considerate. Full of love for the one you love. Horny :p cute. when you are angry or sad you look really cute. You just attract me.
18/08/2009
12:27pm
Msg: U ans me.
do u love me? Of course.
are you sorry? Yes
will you change and never repeat your mistake again? Yes
will u regret if u loss me? Yes
i dont love u do u stil want to be with me? Yes
why? No why.
answer all in detail den i gave u my exact ans.
17/08/09
10:31pm
Htb
Msg: Of course i love you. And of course it is not meaningless at all. Its the happiest days of my life. Knowing you give me life.
All these sms and many more... I still keep them with me... Are they from the bottom of your heart or?
I love you, my htb... I really do....
what about you?
tomorrow is 2year 2months anniversary... you promise to celebrate together... then what is it now?
I miss your beautiful smile ... 4:42 AM
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