Friday, September 25, 2009
Dunno why...i felt harder and harder...
very difficult...
feeling seems to have fade...
however it doesn't seems so because whenwe are together I can feel how strong it is...
or should i rather say...
our changes isn't suitable..
i know is just for a short period...
i know i have to compromise and endure...
however.......
i can't......
i mean... it begain more and more difficult...
I love him...
more than i thought i am...
there are things that i do not wish to give in at all...
i dislike or rather i hate it to core...
but i have no choice but to give in...
to prevent quarreling....
But that is not me...
i mean......
i can.....
let u face computer.....
but u ask me let u face people...
females + males....
i can't...
i mean ya...
not as if you go a outing you will like someone or what...
but the problem is...
I mean i love u...
and thats the problem.....
i dont want seriously and very dont want...
u to go...
moreover alone.....
is so weird..
i hate changes...
is like.......
i dont know...
i am suffering...
so do u.....
but my suffering is cause by u...
ur suffering is u create it for urself......
i dont know...
i just want u 24/7...
thats all...
i know u will say...
cannot...
but i dont care...
this is what i want....
u say selfish or what by all means......
because i just dun wanna to let go not even for a single second...
exam coming just on tues... if u really go out... i think i have no mood to study at all....
I dont want to quarrel...
but...
i dunno how to dont quarrel....
i seriously hope... u can give in...
i dont know...
i am ur gf...
ur wtb...
i dunno...
i want whole world to know that...
i nid ur presence........
is it that difficult?
ai ni zai xin kou nan kai.........
god... i dun understand why u let us meet....
are we fated to be?
i dunno why is there a need to meet and fall for each other....
i dun like the way it is now....
i wanna end all these crap.......
i just wanna be tgt 24/7...
live in africa i oso happy... :(
si lim ma don chou lim ma don...
i dun lyk changes la....
ur courting promise got 1 say wun change HOR!!!
NWC change i tell u i hate it and dun lyk...
i am someone live in the past...
not present...
i dun lyk changes...
i am stubborn......
i am contented...
cox changes doesnt make things better but worst....
can't u feel?
when we are together...
we both know..
we love each other deeply...
but... whenever we talk about changes...
both of us know that...
thigns will somehow end one day....
I miss your beautiful smile ... 1:27 AM
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