Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Well....
YTD watch ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni....
I have think and review my own relationship...
I feel like unless is true love...
last till eternity....
if not so what if we are together?
Just wasting each other time...
if now what he / we want is not a long lasting RS...
this friday have to take about with him...
Ytd he say...
We do not have to break...
is just that my own selfishness does not allow his way...
But once again..
I am thinking...
I am the selfish one? Or him?
Well I don't know but somehow or rather I feel that he need some space for himself...
some personal space...
I guess me too...
But well there is a limit to that...
We still have to be like normal couple...
But maybe not that sticky.
So one week...
1day is mine...
the other is his...
once / twice in a month then I have the wholeweekend...
It would be best...
He can come my house and go his house stay at the same time...
We are together yet he have a day full to play his own game...
And I can have it to go out with my girlfriend and stuff...
It will never be good if meet on alternative week or so...
Because I suppose I will go and bother him and stuff...
Or miss him too much keep ask him to meet...
this will not just irritate him...
But me too...
So a relationship...
need comprimise...
I am willing to give in...
Now it lies on you baby...
Well today in the morning I found out that I LOST ANOTHER 2 KG!!!!!
So now I am 59kg!!!! all in all i DROP 7KG!!!
hahahah...
so happy...
lolx..
ok I know still fat...
but at least is 50+ loh!!! :)
by end of oct...
I think I will be 50kg le...^^ back to my figure last time...
heex...
I miss your beautiful smile ... 7:10 PM