Monday, August 24, 2009
This is a new phase.........Our relationship is riding our roller coaster... down all the way to the bottom...
what done can never be undone.......
I really don't know... really......
Trying to get it over... and have a new start...
But I seriously...
Really...
Don't know why....
Why suddenly all thess things happened?
Our relationgship is getting harder...
Every step we took... Is under so much so much stress... you know?
We both tried to give up halfway....
But whenever this happen... One of us will pull and hold it tight...
Because we know....
Deep in our heart..
How much we matter to each other...
It is irreplaceble....
But now nothing went wrong....
suddenly... this happen........
I have not gotten a reply since yesterday...
I am so lost...
I didn't know..........
Didn;t know what to do...
There so many times....
That I told myself...
Gal...
Is time for you ....
To let it go....
Gal...
Why are you still holding on?
I don't know...
Yes....
I admit...
I could't bear to let this end...
Deep down in my heart........
He still matters most...
But NO...
Thats not the reson why I still holding on...
I hold on because........
He love me..........
No matter what happen....
He love me........
And that for me is enough.......
There are times...
I question myself...
Does he really love me?
But subsquently.. thinking back........
Evidence...
Proof to me that yes he do....
No matter he is angry, sad or disappointed...
I am the one who matter to him most.........
At least...
This I am confidence of...............
I miss your beautiful smile ... 4:07 AM
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Why did you leave me ?
I keep asking myself why .
But i just can't seems to get an answer . Different answers keep floating across my mind.
It's making me very sick.
I really miss you ...
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