Sunday, August 23, 2009
Haix... i am so scare now... alone at lan shop.. waiting for deardear.... everything went smooth and fine.. nothing happen .. no quarrel but lovely....but suddenly.. my deardear nv reply me msg at all.... not at all.... which is very weird..... my dear will never lyk tt de.... den suddenyl... about 1hr + he text me say breakup.. say we not suitable.. then went MIA...
I am soooo scared.. feel like crying now.. no matter how many msg i text him... how many call i give he never reply me at all.... I really don't know why...
If we quarrel.. then maybe I understand... But no.. den suddenly like that....
I suppose because he is damm stress bahx.. cox deardear alone with his parents now....
den today his dad saw me... and should be very unhappy and nag him and etc bahx?
if not deardear won't like that de.... cox I suppose now he is dammm stress... going breakdown soon.. I don't know what I can do as a girlfriend... 1st time.. I felt so helpless.... felt so useless that my dear is facing so much stress.... and as his girlfriend there is nothing I can do....
He must have gotten all nasty conversation and stress... and kena force.... but me.. only know how to spam him.. and forget the situation that he is in now...
I am sorry my dear... I promise later we meet I will sayang and everything... won't throw temper or what... Haiz...
why is our r/s full of ups and down?
He is in such a state now.. going break down le.. yet they still wanna add on his stress... can't they be more understanding? Haiz....
But there are things that I am at fault too... though I am trying my best to change... But I am still not an understanding gf.... have to try harder...
sorry my dear.. I love you... :-*
I am going find him now... guess he should be at home bahx.. maybe too tired.. cox he never get enough sleep....
god.. Please bless me.. Thanks.. I need it..... Bless me that my trip won't be wasted.. bless me taht I can find him / get him.. thanks...
I miss your beautiful smile ... 1:34 AM
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