Sunday, August 09, 2009
my dear? i am lost.. i dunno wad i am to u anymore? within less that a night i became nothing.. and u went to give the love to someone else... i didnt blame u... but u assure... and reassure me that.. u will never ever fall for anyone else... you will never ever love anyone else... i don't know how to tell you the sadness and disappointment i had... as I had no words to describe.. but I hope... you will come back to me.. tmr is my last chance...I have never went to think... how serious the problem of our relationship has become... i am sorry... AS UR LAOPO I FAILED TO NOTICE... i am sorry to have neglect your feelings all these... as I always thought... dear say ok means ok... i should'nt have.. I have sorry that I am always not satisfy or never feel enough for whatyou had done and plan for me.. I never learn to appreciate that.. It must have hurt you most... I am sorry... for being so useless... but I SWEAR... I will never do that again... I will learn and care for you... in your way.. not mine... i will not let you suffer anymore... I am sorry... i know fri to you... was really a huge set back... if not you won't like that... I am sorry... but I will change.. I know somehow maybe not much I still matter in your heart... your action and everything shows me that... I know... and I am not lying to myself...
I just want you to know... I am always here for you.. no matter who leave you... I will still and always be there... ok? and care for you.. love you... i swear and promise that before.. and going to keep that till the day I die... as I swear it with my life... no matter how far you gonna kick me away... how dead you are for me.. I am going to stay put... and won't leave despite bleeding and hurting... no matter how pain or difficult it is I will still love you... if your heart is dead for me... I will revive it... if I had disappointed and hurt you badly... I promise not to do that again.. and will make up for it...
however.. if really one day... no matter what I do... is not going to work anymore.. I became a hinder to your life... someone whom you don't love and detest... and someone whom is nothing....
and being hated...
I will leave... your heart... and your sight.... from your world... and this world... never appear again.. i will not disappear but vanish.... no why.. not because i don't treasure my life or I don't listen to you... is because... what you always have said...
:" I can't live without you."
PS: I love you
I miss your beautiful smile ... 7:55 PM
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But i just can't seems to get an answer . Different answers keep floating across my mind.
It's making me very sick.
I really miss you ...
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