Friday, August 14, 2009
i dunoo... dun ask me anything please..... I dunno....
at least I feel better now...
i understand that no one will die because someone is leaving or had left...
but from my understanding point...
something that will die..
and never revive...
will be my heart....
its already dead..
and will never revive...
never ever......
I had enough......
what has been done.....
won't change......
I am nothing..... at least I believe when the moment you did all those... I am.....
is always cruel to face the reality..
but i have no choice but to face it alone...
no one will ever ever understand my feeling.....
How I am feeling all these while...
I am like a nutshell...
I never step out....
I have never ever...............
step out from 07/07/07............
you know? how sad I am?
living is like a torture to me...
I rather GOD...
take pity of me...
take away my memories that I had with him...
every single one....
I don't want to remember a relationship like this....
A love like this......
I really don't want......
I pray to GOD up there, out there........
Please give your kindness to this sinful girl.........
Look at her state right now...
She can't take it anymore............
She need to forget him.....
every single memory with him........
she don't want it anymore........
she is hurt.......
exhausted........
dead........
God.........
why?
What has she done to receive this?
What has she done?
Why did you let her meet him?
Why did you let her fall for him?
Why did you let her trust him?
Why did you let her get hurt?
She is just an innocent girl back then... looking for a love that is everlasting...... that is pure and innocent........ is that so difficult???
Yes..... she is always naive.... always thought that there is such thing as true love.......
But she is wrong.......
There is no such thing as everlasting love.....
There is no such thing as I can't live without you......
There is no such thing as one and only one......
every relationship is just like a passerby..
pass through your life and will be gone.......
the last that stay with you is a gift from GOD.
I learn that now..........
I blame myself for loving him.....
Blame myself to step into this relationship despite everyone warn me...
Blame myself for being so naive............
I can only blame myself........
I miss your beautiful smile ... 6:35 PM
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