well today i really know what the meaning of break..... heartless and etc... to him... i am nothing... no longer anymore........ its isn't like last time... LIM MA DON DUNNID WINNIE TAN HWEE KHIM ANYMORE!!!! to him... the 2 years might be nothing at all... he say today is his trueself... he say i force it... i dunno... really dunno... i am not going to care anymore....... he dun wan me... he say he dun wan me... wad can i do?? Ha.. WADEVA LA..... he wan love me jiu love... dun wan sua la............................................ machiam these 2 years those that I did is a laughing stock!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wadeva k... LIM MA DON I KNOW YOU WILL BE READING THIS.... BUT I GOING TELL YOU I AM NOT GOING CARE ANYMORE... U WANNA GAME... U WANNA FLIRT... U WANNA BU TING HUA AND DESTROY YOUR LIFE.... I CAN'T HELP U K!!!!! I dunno you! really dunno you at all.... k? my deardear will never hit me... will never ever treat me like this... you are not my deardear! he is dead... my heart is dead too... I say once and I mean it! " LIM MA DON! YOU DON'T WANT CHANGE BACK NO ONE CAN HELP YOU LE!" no one is going tolerate your temper like wad i did... no1 is going care for u lyk wad i did... no1 is going let u kick far far... still so stupid stand there say love u trust u... at least NO ONE WILL ACCEPT YOU IF YOU BETRAY HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok? i dun care... i dunno k!!!!!!! i am going have back my life... I WON'T LET YOU DESTROY IT ANYMORE.... though to you i am nothing...... from 18/06/07, 02/07/07, 07/07/07,20/07/07....... but I AM NOT AFRAID TO SAY THIS EVEN IF YOU ARE LOOKING!!! I NEVER REGRET!!!!!!!! never before.......... not last time not now.... the 2 years 1 months is wonderful to me... i put my love in... entirely! from 07/08/09 afternoon 3pm onwards, everything, every single thing is a lesson for me... to learn and grow... go and think and do wadeva u wan bah... if tt make u happy... by all means!!!! I AM GOING SHOUT ONE LAST TIME!!!! " DEARDEAR WO AI NI!!!! BYE BYE!!!!!!!!!! TILL ETERNITY!!! BYEBYE!!!!!!" Turn back and be yourself!!! dun wan u regret again... wake up bah... last time gaming also make u lyk tt.. now u still going back? U SAY NO1 LOVE YOU... DEN U ASK URSELF AGAIN.... ARE YOU SURE... OR ARE AVOIDING AND HIDE URSELF UP AGAIN? DUN GIVE ME BULLSHIT THAT U R LYK TT... U BLOODY LANJIAO.... U R NOT!!! AND I DUN BELIEVE I COX U TO CHANGE TO LYK TT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I KNOW U CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE........ BUT PLEASE STOP THAT!!!! STOP EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STOP TORTURING URSLEF!!!!!!!!!!!! U R ALWAYS KIND HEARTED I BELIEVE.... ALL ALONG UR FEELING WAS TRUE I CAN FEEL IT!!! EVEN SATURDAY!!!!!!!!! K! u go think bahx... till then.... i am not going to care anymore... i only love my deardear.... the one who love me, treat me nice nice, the wan who keep try all soughts of method to let me ROM with him and etc... not the u now... is last time....... SO BYE K!!!!!!!!!!! TAKE CARE!!!!!!! i am NOT going to say i love you anymore... becox................................ same as you... i dunno now k...................................
I miss your beautiful smile ... 12:40 AM
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Miserable ♥
I am a simple minded gal yet stubborn at times. faithful towards love and aiming for perfection.<3
Fierce at sometimes & blur at all times <3
Kiddy and cute is my symbol<3
fat & chubby is what I am <3
Happily attached with Lim Ma Don <3
Craves,Loves,Hates ♥
craves :
Soft toys
Pooh Bear
Nice hair style
Care from my Deardear
Nice clothings
Cute bags
Love Manga
Going MALDIVES
Loves :
Puppies
Stars
taking pictures
travelling to different countries with dear
Why did you leave me ?
I keep asking myself why .
But i just can't seems to get an answer .
Different answers keep floating across my mind.
It's making me very sick.
I really miss you ...