Wednesday, June 24, 2009
you know? ytd... after my 5th msg to ask you call me and you rejected.... I went to talk to other guyz on irc.. and on phone.... and i feel happy and easy.... but deep in my heart... i only wanna talk to you... thats why i keep msg u.. despite you tell me u dun wan... if fact.. the msg, i am already hurt.... but i only wan u... and i told myself... you wun disappoint me... no matter wad you will still let me nag until ok...u didnt send any good nite msg.. and I have to ASK you to send... do you thnk I am happy? I feel so numb about our rs... ya .. i have to bear with it and endure... but not how you treat me lyk this... do you know that? my heart is so numb now.... b4 i msg or call u.. i predicted that you WUN reply... do u thnk i lyk this prediction?
ytd talking to other guyz... cox only gt guyx... i feel relax... i feel at least gt some1 to talk to... u said u r sorry... really sorry.... but whats the point? suppose u saw this post u will be angry ba... will be asking me who the guy/guyz is/are... den ask me not to talk to them anymore... SORRY I WONT!!!!! but no matter what... i only love you.. that for sure... ytd talk to shahsa... she say about engagement thng.. i thought there was really a procedure and I am so happy... i wanna be engage to u.... everything to me is only u.... i am happy that u say that ur future is me....
till apr.. meanwhile... i have no choice... but to endure... and i will say... if u going to ignore me or etc... i will still sms all these with other pple... but my priority is u... as in... ur msg and call is the 1st place I will reject other pple call... and reply their msg last if MY OWN BF MSG AND CALL ME!!! so can I hope for that?
Don't ask me to dun contact them.. cox this will only make me sad further... what i want.. is you to change... not ask me to what.... but i swear and promised... i will always be by your side.... i will abandon u................... i will be there to support u always....!!! gambatte ne laogong!!!! i wait for you to change....
Love you always....
Laopo.... :-*
I miss your beautiful smile ... 6:43 PM
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