Friday, October 10, 2008
we.. break off le.......i love him......
really love him.....
but he lied to me all along.......
i cannot take it........
he all along wanted to go out with his friends........
i cannot take it...... not because i selfish becox he lied.....
he find me annoying when he ask me to msg him.......
i cannot take it........
he have no freedom with me.....
i cannot take it.........
you know wad? he say he become shit becos of me?
i cannot take it......
so to him...... all is my fault ...........
but.... its doesnt matter anymore.... no longer.......
don is don......
winnie is winnie........
i devoted into this rs... without any held back..... for 1yr plus......
i didnt regret.......
but when at the break time.. u say all along i was talking to guyz? all along i wanted to be with others guyz? i won't call u dear anymore because i will call the others????
you want go every single contact of my msn?? go ask them............... after i stead with u... do i contact them???? how much do i talk to them?????????? they click on me de or wad..?? do i reply more then 20 sentences? usually less than 5!
but it doesnt matter anymore....
you know me well enuff.... am i that kind of person? you know it..... so what you wan to say.. doesnt matter anymore....
i shouted... for the last time... deardear wo ai ni...... and i threw away 070707...... this was the start of our rs.. although u lost it... but to me... it doesnt... its like even 1 left.. we are still together.....
but i threw it away.... i couldn't cry all along.. but the moment it was off my hands..... my tears just roll down......... i wanna cry out loud...... but i cant........
i only throw tt away...... the others i wont throw...... cox its all his xin yi...... although..... i am not his or should i say he is not mine anymore.... but is ok.........
i don't wish for more..... i only want...... him to be happy...... find a girl that can take care of him..... must love him more than i do....... find the girl that is suitable for him.... dun neglect his future.....
all his life is blessed with happiness and joy...... tt all i hope for..... i can use anything to exchanged for it....
i won't turn back...... cox the scare is too deep...... my heart is once again dead.....
Ps: i hope... accident hapen on me..... make me forget him...... please god..... i beg u.....
dear... how much i love you....... you didnt know...... u didnt treasure it........
I miss your beautiful smile ... 10:32 AM
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