Tuesday, October 02, 2007

i dunoo... what should i do.. finally he decided to let go.. but both of us can't bear to.. but we jolly well know tt its the best for us.. we love each other.. today he decided to let go after hearing what i say.. both of us cried... after tt we return to normal.. we decided.. on thiz sun after our anniversary we will break up... some things remain some change.. depends.. but what it sure be left is the hurt tt stay in us... am i doing the right thing?
break up is it the only choice for us?.. but he couldnt change.. its hard even he could bt the thngs would happen cox is too minor.. some might thnk wad for minors thngs spoil our r/s.. but if u were me.. u will know.. sometimes too minors tngs happen too many times.. conflict will arouse.. haix.... i dunno i really dunno... i couldnt afford to let go.. bt there isnt any choice for me except to do so.. if not both of us will be hurt even more.. selfish-ly me... i will be even more hurt..
PS I LOVE YOU...
I miss your beautiful smile ... 8:20 AM