hmm.... until now the feeling of uncertainity is still there... i dunno why but the things i owned now seem to be so virtual... it doesnt seems that i can hold on to it in future.. i really dunno.. things may seems ok.. however it doesnt seems to me that it willl last long.. scared? ya i am... maybe i am timid or coward but that is true.. i dun wanna to risk my r/s i rather let go than going into it and getting hurt in the end..
nowadays my temper hasn't been good ... i dunno why but it is true... the tolerateness of him dunno will last how long.. i didn't dare to think about it... mayb it will soon come to the end.. mayb it will be better for him .. cox.. i m not really as good as he thinks.... ...............................
~I am sorrie for what i had done.. but i dunno why.. i am just not the usual me! ~