Tuesday, June 19, 2007
hmm.... times flies.. really do.. never thought that things will come into this state.. but well at least i am happy now.. i lost G as my best frien.. though i knw he will always be there if i call him.. but we r no longer as close as we use to.. till now heart do hurts when i know tt tix is already a fact.... i knw tt since the day we part at mrt.. bt still couldnt take it.. i knw frienz come and go but true friendship hard to find... couldn't deny tt i miss him.. really do.. miss the times in sch.. miss the times we chat on phone.. miss the times when we play and fool around... now in tertiary path.. both of us went into different way.. except for 1 common goal.. we promised no matter what we will strive in studies and in order not disapoint our parents.. the only thing tt keep us connected is our goal and memories left... gotta learn to let go but is hard.. however no matter how far our friendship or closeness tend to be.. i will never forget him cox.. he play an impt role in my secondary school times.. without him.. i m not hu am i.. he brought joy and laughter to me.. thx G... i appreciates tt u appear in my life.. thz 4 wadeva u hav done 4 me.. the times spend with u will never be forgotten never the less u .. cox u r G.. the only G....hmmm........ stepping into my tertiary path.. i have another important person guiding me through and brought joy to me.. he light up life.. or should i say he is already part of my life.. at 1st i tot he is just lyk other guyz tt i knw whom wanted to flirt wif me or juz find a temporary gf.. i have doubts in him all this while.. till i saw him change.. till i saw the things tt he had done for me.. till i feel the love he gave...what he done and sacrifice is more than what i expected... slowly i fall for him too.. although lots of cautions were given to me.. but after my observation... i dare to say tt he did change... what he had done is definitely more than some guyz would do.. he is now consider as part of my life bahx.. i do not know whether i can do without him i do not know whether i really need him .. what i only know is i want him... i want him to be by my side 24/7.. i want him to be happy 365... i dont how long can we last.. maybe will end tmr maybe will end next month.. i don't care and i dont want to know.. what i want is to treasure now... do what i can to make him happy.. cherish him.. stay by his side when he need me.. maybe some of u will think that it is not worth it for me.. but worth it or not is not what you guyz think is how i feel.. at least for what he had done.. i know what i am doing now is the right things.. maybe really in the end i will find out he is toying with my feelings but till tt day comes... i will not regret for the love i am putting in... at least i believe no matter what there is at least 45 mins of true love.... maybe whatever he had done is fake but i had choosen to believe that all is true.. Whatever he had done... he had shown that he really treasure me.... this make me gave what in return.. there is nothing i can do to repay what he had done.. except loving him with whatever i have with whatever i can... to me..... he is 101..... the only one who will stay with me till eternity.. the only one i will love till eternity.....
donnie: i want to tell u tt i love u... really do... till eternity tix will nvr change....thx 4 wadeva u had done... thx 4 tolerating my temper.. thx 4 loving me with ur life... thx 4 stayting by my side no matter what.. thx.. really... :) aishiteru... don to zutoni yisyouni yi dai... <3
I miss your beautiful smile ... 8:58 AM
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