Thursday, January 25, 2007
hmm.. well now i actually fall in love with him.. hmm.. actually since the 1st time i saw him i already lyk him le.. with him arnd i would always feel beta and more secure.. i put my feelings aside for him and didn't told anyone b4.. juz bcox i do not wish anybody to say and cox any changes ourfriendship.. At the same time I know that we are impossible.. I juz hope tt whenever he need help i can help him.. whenever need someone by him side I can be the one.. I do not be his lover.. as a friend can le... I just hope that maybe one day he will turn around and say I am glad that you had always been by my side.. ( even as a friend oso can, at least he notice what i had done for him)...
2 nights ago i speak to jason... hmmm.. he is a nice guy.. actually when i was 15 which is lyk 2 yrs ago.. I did fall for him.. is 2 way de la.. bt in the end we didn't get together.. dun ask me y.. cox too complicated to explain.. anyway nw he gt gf liao.. cute little gal.. heex.. glad for him.. hmm.. nw he bcum one of my gd frien.. at night couldn't slp will find him chat.. kena bully oso will tell him.. heex.. den he will console me.. lalala.. so tt all i can thnk of too post.. :P
PS: The jason i mention is not shen hao nor the 1 hu tag my blog.. so dun mistaken... :P
I miss your beautiful smile ... 7:40 PM