Monday, December 18, 2006
?? really really confused.. wondering am i lyking the correct person? juz knew him nt long ago bt hav some feeling for him cox of some incidents... bt after ytd nitze.. i was wondering.. do i really lyk him or am i juz want to divert my attention away from another him? if its so den i am really bad.. bt if its nt wad am i going to do next?? ytd my frien told me tt i shld 4gt bout it.. and i agree wif him... cox i hav no guts at all to express my feelings to any guy i lyk b4.. I had always been a failure... A failure hu hate to fail... i m scared i m afraid.. i m afraid of rejection & the change in our friendship.. Moz of the times I am wiling to remain juz friend wif the person i lyk.. i would hide it inside my heart.. even maybe by coincidence the person found out my feelings for him.. he would too keep quiet.. cox thiz sensitive matter wld juz spoil the friendship between both of us.. And if really it does i will break down... Coz i dun hav any energy to make me overcome from tiz type of situation... after i lost my 1st ever best friend... Friendship to me is important..So wad am i actually supposed to do? or shld i juz forget bout all thiz things & move forward? honestly, i hope to do so.. bt i cant... i seriously juz cant do it.. coz... it juz surface out of my mind from no where... I am juz too tired to continue anymore.. mayb its time for me to sought it through.. & maybe I would express my feeling for thiz time round..
I miss your beautiful smile ... 1:29 AM
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