Sunday, August 13, 2006
After getting back my result for my chinese.. I felt delighted and dejected at the same time.. delighted is because i expect my self to get B3-C5.... But I got A2.. however A1 is all along i'd been wanting to get.. Getting A2 i can choose either to retake the exam in Nov or just stick with the result.. However i really had no idea.. In my heart i want to reatake and to give a try to see whether i could get A1.. as i get distinction for both oral and listening comprehesion therefore.. getting A1 if I retake the chance is v. high.. but.. on the other hand.. it is wasting my time... and i scared that i would be too stress by then...
The first thing when i got my result i actually hope to ask for your opinion.. but i couldn't... I couldn't... I had no right to do so anymore... what can i do? this incident make clear to me that I could no longer rely on you anymore.. I had to decide my own path , my own future.. Without you my life still have to go on.. But it was quite difficult.. because i am already soo use to it le... soo use to obeting the opinion given by you.. Because both our mindset were very close.. and whatever you opinion you had were usually the best for me...
But not now.. my own life i had to learn how to walk by myslef without any help.. Though i need courage but i know you will give me right? Being brave might be the last thing I can do .....
I miss your beautiful smile ... 1:29 AM
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It's making me very sick.
I really miss you ...
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