Friday, July 14, 2006
hmmm.. sittin alone in the bus makes me think through alot of things.. I actually for all tiz while thought tt he did not change he character.. at least i believed tt, even though we no longer contact..
but after tix few days.. i actually saw another u.. the 'devil' side of u.. u had always been a good student wo will always do ur, respect the teacher another things.. bt from wad i seen is totally different.. i know that u r a queit person who dun lyk to talk much.. bt sometimes u lyk to joke around.. u dun really lyk to share ur personal stuff wif others.. and always have a look tt pple will think tt u r anti-social.. bt actually u r nt really tt.. it juz ur character.. in fact u r a very caring and kind guy.. frienz around me even though feel tt u r those very queit type but still hopes to be frien wif u.. u might seems ignoring everything around u ... bt actually u r a very observant guy... u will take note of things around u in ur heart.. and use it to help others whenever they need...
however.. things change so fast.. and i didn't know... maybe.. i actually knew it long ago.. i actually knew the outcome.. but i juz dun wish to face the reality tt u had totally change.. no longer the one that i knew in the start.. As i hope mayb someday a miracle will happened.. we will go back lyk the past.. inside the bus.. i recall alot.. i actually change alot.. and is all becox of u.. bt mayb.. it is meaningless now... :)i juz hope tt.. someday..somewhere..sometime.. u might juz recall tt i actually existed in ur life... mayb nt a gd chracter in it..but at least i tried to do so...
I miss your beautiful smile ... 3:47 AM