Friday, July 07, 2006
I dunno i really dunno.. i really feel like crying now.. I am so confused.. honestly i am a gal hu is very esay to cry.. i can watch smthng, read a book or thnk of smthng den i will cry le.. Always wen memories surface my mind.. When i remember my memories with u when i was young was so sweet but to me now was so sad because memories and the present is a totally different thing.. I really dunno wad to say.. I juz wanna to go back to the past.. I dun care no freedom.. but at least i gt u.. rem u promise me tt no matter wad we wld always b frienz? bt y nt nw?? is being frienz really tt difficult nw? i really wanna to forget u.. u knw? bt i can't.. i dun bear to erase all the memories even thogh smtimes i wld lie to myself tt u doesn't matter to me anymore.. bt it not.. u lyk controlling my life lyk tt.. when you laugh i will feel happy..eventhough i fall for another guy.. bt i dun really knw i lyk him or not.. even if i really do.. we wun have any ending de lo.. he wun lyk me de.. last time i tend to rely on you too much.. whenever any problem i meet i would not solve myself.. i would always ask you.. this made me cant be independent..
i really dunno wad to do... i am so damm confused nw lo.. can you juz gav me a call or a msg.. and tell me.. dun cry le la? i am here wad?? I really can' survive without you by my side.. eventhough i go through 3 yrs wifout you beside.. bt those 3 years were like torture to me.. not really a true frien by my side.. even though smtimes sm of my friends will cheer me up.. bt tt doesn't really cheer me up.. they dun really understand me.. u are the only one in tiz year hu knw how to talk to me.. Hu knw wad i want.. hu knw hw to keep me feel needed..
I dunno in a world completely wifout u wad can i do??
PS:I cry le...
I miss your beautiful smile ... 8:05 AM
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It's making me very sick.
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